Virus.. =s

I AM SO SO SO SORRY PPL.. =x

Dont noe why i so naive actually went and clicked the msn link.., and kena virus.. And apparently, it spreaded really fast through my msn de add.. =x Immediately i scanned through my com but still couldnt get rid of the virus from my com.. I hav to 和平相处 with it for the time being.. =s And i sms-ed all persons in my msn list.. For those of u who i dont hav ur hp number but also on my msn list.. I am so sorry! I coulnt contact u all immediately to alert u all.. Hope that u all didnt gt the virus as well.. =x

Anyway, was listening radio on the way to sch.. This song was an old song, but then the lyrics decribed my feeling well on this incident.. How sad and helpless i was when my com kena the virus.. =x

~棋子~
by 王菲 Faye Wong

想走出你控制的领域
却走近你安排的战局
我没有坚强的防备
也没有后路可以退

想逃离你布下的陷阱
却陷入了另一个困境
我没有决定输赢的勇气
也没有逃脱的幸运

我象是一颗棋
进退任由你决定
我不是你眼中唯一将领
却是不起眼的小兵

我象是一颗棋子
来去全不由自己
举手无回你从不曾犹豫
我却受控在你手里

流浪之歌

Finally found the Theme Song for “客家之歌“.. Embedded as my background music.. =] lol.. Eh.., ppl, i noe this song abit old, not our generation de song.. The drama was 1st broadcasted at the year of 1997.. =x lol.. But the lyrics really nice and help us to picture the feeling of our ancestors who left their homelands.. =]

~流浪之歌~

告别我的故乡 告别我的家园
无奈的再次走远方
说不尽的惆怅
挥不去的忧伤
再与你执手泪眼相望

回望 来时路
不堪回首是满目的凄凉
往事 如此难忘
我和你曾共同渡过许多
温馨的时光

忘不了的高山
忘不了泥土芬芳
天涯海角伴我谱写
流浪的乐章

忘不了的月亮
忘不了的梅花香
伴我漂泊走远方

狂风摧袭静土
暴雨弥路茫茫
岐岖的旅程多艰难

认定了新方向
迎接那新希望
寻觅可以停泊的它乡

请你 为我祝福
请你温暖我疲惫的心房
在那 遥远地方
温柔的 不断地 永远鼓舞我
是你深情眼光

坚韧写在脸上
热血沸腾在胸膛
无怨无悔让我重复生命的乐章
命运掌握手上 勇者无惧风和浪
重复生命的乐章

坚韧写在脸上
热血沸腾在胸膛
无怨无悔让我重复生命的乐章
命运掌握手上 勇者无惧风和浪
重复生命的乐章

The Hakka People - 客家之歌

Recently watched this tv drama 客家之歌 on Channel 8. =] One of the few tv drama tt I wanna watched again, so I was quite happy to watch the show again.., and I would like every Mon and Tues 乖乖 sit in front of the tv at 10.30pm to watch this drama.. Then there was one Mon nite tt I felt sth was missing or there was sth for me to do but I juz couldnt rmb wad was the 'sth'.. Felt so sad tt when I finally realised it but the show had ended.. =x lol..

Hm.. Basically the storyline was about 4 close friendz tt knew each other since they were children. Then a lot of misunderstandings, good things, bad things..., happened in between.., of which at the end they still forgave each other.. There was one particular part that I liked the most, which was the last part of the episode, reminisced..

While they recalling the past.., I recalling mine too.. =p lol.. I rmb last time when I was a child, I also hav 3 good friends also.. =p lol.. Lets call them YN, AK and ID.. We were primary sch classmates for 6 years.. Yes! 6 YEARS of CLASSmates.. =p lol..

YN was a shortest among us, but he could play badminton really well.. I rmb last time his father used to give us a lift to the hall to play badminton.. Until like 10pm like tt.. Tts was like quite late for a primary sch kid I thought.. =p lol.. He came to Singapore after the primary sch.. Tts time i didnt really understand how the education system in Singapore was like, so didnt know his whereabout.. So kinda lost contact with him.. =x As far as i could rmb, the last time i saw him was when he came back to Bintan (I was still there then), we two and other friends went to LAN shop and played CounterStrike.. =p lol.. And tt was like 7-8 years ago? =x lol..

AK was my rival in studies.. =p lol.. We always fighted for rank no. 3 and no. 4 in class.. =p lol.. He was my badminton mate too last time. We made a good double team.. Rmb last time we two still talking about formations lah, strategies lah.., to think tt ourselves were so li hai but actually we knew none.. =p lol.. Naive kids.. =p lol..

ID like to 拆东西.. =p lol... I rmb last time I heard from my parents tt they met his parents on one occasion, then his parents said he actually opened up his home de tv when his parents were not ard.. =x lol.. eh.., I was like didnt noe wad to say.. =p lol.. Last time when I went back, he became a "小帅哥" liao.. =p lol.. Went around with cars.. =p lol..

There was another 2 friends, YR and ON, was quite close to me also.. They are the so-called muggers.. Day in day out, morning and nitez.., study study.. The number 1 and number 2 always belonged to them.. Me and AK always failed to dethrone them.. So four of us always stuck at 1st 4 in our class.. =p lol.. To think of it now it was kinda fun actually.. =p lol..

My primary classmates, where are u all now? =]

Marketing...

Juz read my marketing lecture notes... =x 1st chapter already sianz me off.. =x lol..

Ppl, wad r the diff btw

1. needs
2. wants
3. demands

Ppl, do u noe tt there are marketing management philosophies? =x

1. Production concept
2. Product concept
3. Selling concept
4. Marketing concept
5. Societal concept

Ppl, demand still gt levels one loh... =x

1. Negative demand
2. No demand
3. Latent demand
4. Declining demand
5. Irregular demand
6. Full demand
7. Overfull demand
8. Unwholesome demand

Wa piang.. =x lol..

A Chinese Chapter.. =p lol..

I was bathing when i sudd rmb this Chinese chapter tt I learnt when I was a kid.. And I actually could recite it perfectly.. =p lol..

水里鱼，天上鸟

游的快，飞的高

鸡有爪，羊有角

牛力大，马会跑

猫的眼睛，狗的鼻

这些人都比不了。。

人有什么好

人有手和脑

手会作工脑会想

人的本领第一高。。

I was able to recite it in 8.38 seconds.. lol.. Okie ppl i noe i am so bo liao.. =x lol.. But hey, if u r free and gt nth to do, why not try it out and challenge me? =p lol.. Tag me if u can recite faster than me.. =p lol..

I miss Chinese, seriously.. =p lol..

The Art of Door-Thumping! =p lol..

I read this on my friendz blog.. Find this quite interesting.. =p lol.. So i copy and paste.. =x lol.. And of course lah, with her permission.. =] lol..

Let me introduce you to the art of door-thumping.

Ever ran 16km/hr over 200m to catch the bus, only to have it pull out of the stop while you stare helplessly at your ride when you'd only been a mere distance of 10 inches (your nose to the door) from it, because the driver was looking the other way for oncoming traffic as he got ready to pull out of the stop so he didn't see you?

Yes, that has happened to me too.

You may try waving vigorously and shouting (as I did), but chances are you'll miss your ride because the driver won't see or hear you.

Therefore!

I discovered the art of door-thumping.

It's simple business. Any idiot can do it. Just raise your hand and pound on the door. The door won't break, your hand won't hurt (if you have sense enough to use your palm instead of your knuckles) and the bus driver will definitely notice you. Eventually (when he has overcome his shock) he'll press the 'door open' button and Voila! You board the bus :) Simple and fuss-free, ain'it, and you don't have to grumble for the next 15mins waiting for the next bus to come.

I've tried it! Success rates have been 100% so far!

The next time you're staring at closed bus doors, you know what to do :)

Not only I find this entry interesting, but also at the same time, I find this interesting when i try to imagine how she was door-thumping.. =x lol.. (Oops, i sound so evil.. =x) And also, the way she described the thing so funny.. =p lol.. (eh.., Avelyn, i not laughin at you, dont get me wrong.. =x Dont curse me okie? =x lol..)

Well ppl, again, she managed to show us tt Arts were all round us. Hm.., perhaps she is gifted with an astute mind that she managed to see sth that maybe so common for us yet can be so special in certain ways.. =] Have u discovered ur own Arts? =]

Anyway my friendz, no matter how rush u are.., do be careful on the road... =p lol..

Acknowlegment:

The above entry was taken from Avelyn's blog

http://gotta-love-jesus.blogspot.com/

Dance with My Father

~Dance with My Father~

by Luther Vandross

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me, yea yea
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream

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Juz watched "Shoot 3" (有话就说) last nite discussing abt family violence, there was one part of the conversation that made me think quite alot last nite..

Chai Shen Jiang: "Have ever think of hugging ur dad again at any moment?"
Chen Qing Wen: "Eee.., two guys hugging tgt like quite gay like that.."
Chai Shen Jiang: "But maybe by the next time when u want to hug, u wont want that chance anymore.."

“可能以后当你想要给你爸一个拥抱的时候，你已经没有这个机会了。。“

Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
While I listened to this song, I started to think of my childhood.. I remembered vividly long time ago when i was a child, I always wanted my father to piggyback me.. Coz my father is a tall guy, so when i was on his back, i could touch the roof.. lol.. Perhaps tts the closest me and he were last time.. =]

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
We take a lot of things and people for granted. And often, those things and people are the most important and closest to us.. Our parents, siblings, friends, time.. I discover that human beings are forgetful.. We will remember sth, and then will forget it the next moment.. Perhaps by the next time we remember that thing, it has disappeared.., and would not come back again..

Well, hope that there are some people around you who always be beside you, reminds you for things, any sort of things.. Well, let this be one of those reminders also, okie? =]

I pray for her even more than me
I am not too sure why this phrase was repeated twice, perhaps the lyricist was trying to remind us that, sometimes, perhaps we are all juz too buzy with ourselves that we forget people around us? Looking and searchin for things we want..., perhaps the greatest wish we hav is juz for our parents to be healthy and live with our companion? =]

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream
At first, I was wondering why this final phrase was added on, coz the song could have just ended without it.. Later on, I felt that it was what the whole song was all about.. Hm.., i think my GP tchers will love this song alot, coz this phrase serves as a good conclusion for the whole song.. =p lol..

Anyway, let us remind each other that there are alot of things around us that we should take a rest and think of them, ya? =]

Drinking.. =x

I didnt know that my nick "Sch starting soon! =]" would cause a commotion.. =x lol.. As soon as i online, immediately gt 3 friendz msn me and said sth like "Stop reminding me that the sch is going too start soon!" =x lol..

I like go sch! (okie ppl, stop cursing me! =x lol..) I think my close friends will know that.. =p lol.. Holiday with a plan is fun! But then holiday without any plan is like..., eh.., rotting at home that kind? =x lol.. I felt like i was wasting my youth during the holiday.. =x lol.. So ppl, I wanna go back sch and study!!! =]

Anyway, I was msn-ing one of my friends, NV, juz now.. Didnt know that NV is drinking now.. (alcohol.. =x) when i asked NV why NV sudd drink and go clubbing, NV said,

"drinking's fun cos it gets u high"
"u drink alot get high den get crazy on e dance floor"
"itz intoxicating"
"damn fun n addictive"

Sorry ppl, I dont drink, not even beer, so i not too sure whether those words are "normal" words that u all will use to describe clubbing.. For me, hm.., i dont know how to express myself, bt those words make me feel uneasy.. It is like quite negative like that.. Kinda worried NV.. Bt well, i told NV abt my concern and NV seemed to understand what i was trying to say.. =p lol.. Hope that things will be alrite for NV.. =]

I think i tried to drink a slip or two b4, bt then after that jiu nv touch le.. Hm.., that was like long ago b4 i came to Singapore.. I was like playing cards at my friend house after tuition.. Then we was thristy and this friend of mine brought out beers.. I was curious how it tasted, so i tried.., and the taste was like eeww.. =x lol.. After that he gave me soft drink instead.. I think he gave me Sarsi afterward.. =p lol.. To think of it now, it was like when i was in secondary sch (Indo, not Singapore! =x lol..) and I was underage then.. =x lol.. Oh well, perhaps i need to thankz him, if not becoz of him, i wont know that beer tastes so awful that i do not want to touch it anymore.. =p lol..

Well, in any case, to all of you, friendz, if u are drinking, dont drink too much okie? Not good for u, be it physically or mentally.. And also, dont go drink when u feel sad, 借酒消愁 (er, my Chi correct or not arh? Correct me if i am wrong.. =x lol..), tts the worst thing that u can do.. =x discuss ur prob with other ppl bah.., it will help.. =] oh yah, “If u want to drink, don’t drive!” =p lol..

Aiyah, in any case jiu shi dont drink is the bestz lah.. =p lol..