Pathetic.. Me..

The heavy rain in the afternoon made me realised that no one really understand me.. No one really understand why I had such a big reaction this afternoon.

“We are just joking ard, he doesn’t nd to have such a big reaction wad. He is juz so petty!”

“Yes I am..”

But is that all? Is that all that u all can see?

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Some tried to understand after that, but still… I appreciate their efforts though..

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I hated myself for acting that way.. I was angry not bcoz of wad u all did, but to what I had did to u all... Bt again, I was wondering did any of u all realise that..

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None I guess?

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In the end, I am juz a pathetic clown that have failed to entertain ppl…, not even myself..

Ironically, I was laughing at my ending..

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I am wondering if I am to go back to myself.. I think that will be better..

Ignorance and Arrogance..

Sch are getting busier.. =x I wondering why, but when I was not really motivated to study, I would go study.. When I was motivated to study, I dint study much! =x Wad happened to me.. =x Nvm.. I shall pick up myself once again now! =]

Anyway, here are some of quotes that I find quite interesting over the week:

• “Let be fair ppl! We shd not let our biases to distort our judgement. Ignorance and Arrogance are twin sisters.”

By my sch’s Dean, Dr Gian

• “After their exam some people would just forget what they have learnt – that was a complete failure of education.”

• “We are tested not only during the exam, but also being tested by other people on daily basis.”

By my HRM Lecturer, Mr Chan

• “I need brain juice to dissolve all these info, mix it, and churn out the (perfect/correct) answers. say hello to four walls, a table and piles of notes + books”

• “How I wish I can swallow textbooks - hunger and thirst for pages and all. Three full meals and extended meal times to feed the brain...”

• “To make the best out of situations I’m thrown into, to have the mental strength to finish what I started, to fight for what my heart desires.”

By my classmate, Li Min

Happy Day! =]

So happy ytd.. Went out with my gf.. Shop shop.. =p lol..

Went to watch “What Happens in Vegas” in Bishan.. Nice show.. plus v funny also.. All ppl like kept laughing like that.. =p Haha.. From a lady who was dumped by her fiancé to a man who was fired by his own father, to act like a husband and wife to share the $3m that they won in Vegas de jackpot.. The whole process was rather fun.. So yah, couples out there, it can be a nice movie choice for u all to watch! =]

Along the way, we went to PS, bought a shirt and jean for me.. =] lol.. Happy happy gt new clothes to wear.. =p The best part was: I don’t nd to wear tight jeans anymore.. =p Hahha… Coz apparently I hav expanded horizontally, so my old jeans were kinda tight.. So finally no nd to wear tight jeans anymore.. =p lol..

One Week

My new school term started one week ago. Until now, all things went fine. =]

Has been bombarded by my new accounting lecturer.. She talked like machine gun like that.. Kept talking and talking.. =x But then she was a nice lady lah.. Haha.. The management accounting seemed to be quite hard.. =x Let see how it goes.. =]

Finance modules were quite interesting.. And apparently my tutors for Finance and Business Finance were classmate before.. Kept po-ing each other in the lecture and tutoirial.. =p lol.. Finance modules like quite fun like that eh.. Minus all the maths.. =p haha..

My Human Resource Management de lecturer (and my tutor as well) v funny loh.. I enjoyed his class the most o far.. He was a Hongki.. So after lecture some of my friends talked to him in Canto.. Then I didn’t noe how to speak, so I could only say, “wo em zi arh” and teased my friend, “lei em zi arh”.. =p All were laughing.. =p lol..

Next week onwards things will start goin.. All the tutorials and assignments will come soon.. Can see all the tutors are v helpful that kind.. Looking forward to do well this term with all my friends!

Bye, my honeymoon week.. =p lol..

PS: To all my other friends who are enjoying ur 3mths holiday.. Rest and enjoy urself well!!! =] Do some planning bah.. If not stay at home rot v sad one eh.. =x lol.. Happy holidaying! =]

Familiar Faces

Was not able to slp well ytd.. Dreamt of weird weird things again.. But then this time round I totally didn’t rmb wad were those dreams liao.. Yes, DreamS! =s Haha.. Lots of dreams.. Woke up several times last nite.. Slpt, woke up, slpt again, woke up again… =s lol.. So didn’t slp well.. =x

Anyway, ytd when I was in NTUC buying things, saw a familiar face, walked forward to confirm again, and I was rite! =] He was Desmond! My sec sch classmate! Lol.. As handsome as last time.. =p lol.. Grew taller I think.. He could recognize me at a glance.. Haha.. Thought my sec sch classmates wont be able to recognize me since I not wearing my spec now liao..

Then this afternoon when I went to amk to meet my friend, I saw two familiar faces again! One was on the bus, I thought I saw Corrine, another sec sch classmate of mine.. Another one was when I was waiting for train in yck station, I thought I saw Ai Ling, one of my sec sch mates last time.. Haha.. Didn’t noe why out of sudd met so many sec sch mates.. =x Haha..

Food Crisis!

I am v grateful for every meal that I can have everyday. Sudd hav this thought when I was eating my dinner few dayz ago…

I was eating my dinner at the coffee shop as usual.. Then when I was abt to eat, I realised that I ordered one meat, one tofu and one veggie. I felt weird.. I also didn’t noe why, but I juz felt weird. Perhaps bcoz usually I only ordered two side dishes instead of three (this was especially true during the end of the mth when I was broke.. =x lol.. But tts not the point here).

My friends would have know that I always finished all the food no matter wad.. They also nicknamed me ‘Rubbish Bin’ bcoz I would nag them to finish their food and sometime even helped them to finish their food.. =x Haha.. Sometime I would juz feel guilty for not finishing the food, especially when nowadayz food are getting more expensive and there is food shortage.

Actually I also don’t noe how to express my points here.. =x lol.. Hm.. To say it in simple ways:

• Only bought the amount of food that u can finish. If u know that the seller will give u more rice and u cant finish it, then ask for less rice.
• Make sure that u finish all the food, don’t waste.
• And also, encourage others to do the above as well! =]

Lets do our small parts to reduce food wastage! =] Wad we saved might make differences in other people lives. Even if it is small, we shd help as well! =]

“No matter how minor you think it is, never do an evil act. But never avoid doing a good act; a small difference goes a long way!”

(Special thankz to Pamela for the translation! =])

Save Food Save Food! =]

Anyway, talking about food, I am going to join the 30 Hour Famine Camp for the 3^rd time this coming June. For more info, u can go to the Famine and WorldVision websites. =]

Char Kuay Tiao + Iron Man =p lol..

Went to MDIS today.. Not to transfer sch but to walk ard.. =p lol.. So cool they gt chartered bus to the sch, even though the sch was actually within walking distance.. =p lol.. Anyway meet up with Qian Ling, my JC friend. Then she toured me ard the sch.. =] The sch quite nice actually, every facilities bigger than our sch.. =p lol..

Anyway, don’t noe if she too nice or wad, keep asking me, u wanna try this, wanna try that, juz in case I was bored.. =p haha.. Then we went to eat char kuay tiao at one coffee shop near Queenstown MRT station. Luckily we went there earlier, so not so many ppl (but if I not wrong we queued for ard 20 mins =x lol..). By the time we finished the char kuay tiao, the queue was like so so long like that, hm.. abt 15 persons? She said ppl might nd to wait for one hour for a plate of char kuay tiao.. =x Coz the uncle cooked plate by plate, and the uncle was nice and friendly, and apparently he was there for a long time (QL said she ate that stall since she was a kid, could see from her face how happy she was when the char kuay tiao was in front of her.. =p haha..) so quite popular there. When I mentioned that stall to my friend Yi San later, he also knew about that stall.. Wah.. Quite famous I guess? =] lol..

Thankz Qian Ling for being a nice host.. Made me feel like I was in visit another country and u introducing the culture of the country like that.. =p haha..

Next stop: Iron Man.. =]

After Queenstown I left for Wlands, reached Causeway Point at 8pm, meeting at 9.30pm.. =x lol.. Reading books at Popular.. =p haha.. The movie was so so cool! And funny also.. =p The cutest part is when The Iron Man was on the phone while being chased on locked down by two F-22 Raptor Fighter Jets.. So cool sia.. =p lol..

By the time the movie ended, it was 00.05am! My last train was like 00.26am and we was like on the 7^th floor! =x and we walked all the way round and round from the car park to 1^st floor.. =x and hor, when we saw the train in the mrt station, Yi San said that, “See, the mrt so near, u juz jump over then can reach liao!” “-.- Hallo, I don’t hav the iron man suit okie? Even if I have, I wont jump okie? I might as well fly back straight to my home!” =p lol..

Anyway, he managed to pass his driving test! =] Best of all, he managed to get Starhub de scholarship! =] Good Job! Jia you!!! =]

Monster..

Have been watching this anime for the past week! V nice anime!!! =]

Actually hor, when it was first aired on Arts Central I wasn’t interested at all.. =x lol.. I was like so boring anime.. Or to be exact, I didn’t really understand wad the story was abt.. =x lol.. The same case as ‘D.Gray-Man’ last time.. =p lol.. But only when I was free then went Crunchyroll and checked then realised they both were good animes to watch.. =] lol..

The storyline is sth like this:

Dr. Tenma is a Japanese man working in Germany. He has it all, incredible medical skill, a great job, a beautiful fiancee. He becomes disillusioned with the hospital politics though, when one day he's ordered to forgo operating on a critically injured man in favor of someone who was more famous. After this point, he decides he will do what he thinks is right, regardless of politics.

One day, a young boy and his younger sister were brought in. The boy had a bullet in his head, an operation that the doctor knows only he is capable of completing successfully. But soon after a politician was brought to the hospital and the high ups in the hospital want Dr. Tenma to leave the boy to operate on the politician. Dr. Tenma decides that he'll do what's right and save the young boy's life.

The young boy's operation was a success, but the surgeons operating on the politician fail, prompting his life to fall apart. Dr. Tenma is passed over for a promotion and his fiancee becomes cold to him and eventually leaves him.

But soon after, strange murders begin to occur, ones that benefit Dr. Tenma greatly and though he becomes the no. 1 suspect, they have no evidence against him. But it seems that the boy whose life he saved has a hand in things, and that he is much more than he seems...

(the description is from Crunchyroll)

It has 74 episodes! So juz nice for ppl who juz finished their exams, not working and rotting at home! =p lol..

Below is the story that can be said to be the basis of the whole anime, quite scary if u think it deeply.. =x U will know what I mean if u watch it.. =] lol..

Acknowledgment:

Photos and the video are from:

• http://images.google.com.sg/imgres?imgurl=http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y36/sfbuzz/Wallpapers/MonsterWP800-600.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.sciencefictionbuzz.com/animewallpapers.html&h=600&w=800&sz=101&hl=en&start=2&um=1&tbnid=oYadDEkmfSYJiM:&tbnh=107&tbnw=143&prev=/images%3Fq%3DMonster%2Banime%26ndsp%3D20%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DN
• http://img148.imageshack.us/img148/429/asmonsterlb6.jpg
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nk8Il0gKhig&feature=related

My 21th Bdae! =]

I am officially 21 years old now.. =p lol..

30^th April..

I stayed up the whole nite.. Bcoz in the morning my gf was abt to go for her new tempo job at jurong industrial park de area.. So ulu..

Afraid she didn’t noe how to go or lost, so decided to pei her go.. But then you4 afraid I overslept, so stayed awake for the whole nite.. Tired sia.. Then went out at 6am.. Luckily I reached her home on time.. =] Luckily all things went well.. Managed to reach the working place safely..

After that jiu rained though..

Luckily managed to run to the next bus stop.. =]

Then reached home liao jiu slp! =p lol.. Coz too tired le.. When I was on the bus to the industrial area, my bus directory dropped from my hand, coz I was like fell aslpt.. After than jiu slp slp slp until late afternoon.. =]

After that we went to Night Safari! Yay! =] See a lot of cute cute animals.. Think Night Safari more fun than Zoo.. =x But then too dark leh.. Somemore cannot use flash, so nv take photos.. =x lol.. But it was really fun with my baby! Lurves.. =]

As usual, I spent my last mins on train.. =x haha..

Thankz to Samantha, Yeda, Audrey, Kai Yuan, Sharon, Li Min, Winifred, Kai Hui, Qian Ling, Sun Meng and Charis for ur best wishes.. Much Appreciated! =]

And of course from my baby de as well! *lurves* =]

1^st May..

After that jiu slp until afternoon I think.. =p lol.. Then went to have good dinner at Causeway Point de Ichiban Sushi! =] The food there really v nice eh! =] So full and nice.. =p Two of us were struggling to finish the food up.

Somemore gt really good service!!! =] The manager always gt smile of her face and fast to clean up new table.. Offer helps.. Then the food also 10 mins jiu came le.. Plus the chawanmushi came later, so that we could ate the main dish 1^st then later could eat the chawanmushi when its still hot.. =] Plus they took out the orange de seed, save the trouble for us to take them out by ourselves.. So sweet.. =p lol.. Even small thing like that was being taken care off.. Wah.. So even though we paid $21 each, but felt that really worth it! =] Ppl must go and try! =] =] =]

Then shop shop.. Bought her a Nike water bottle, coz her water bottle leaked! =x So happy could buy her sth useful! =] lol.. And more sweet my gf stayed up until 12 to pei me for my 21th bdae before it went off 4ever! =p lol.. Thankz baby! *lurves* =]

So happy for the past few dayz! =] =] =]