An unfinished post

When I tidied up my room few weeks ago, I found a stack of cards that I didn't send out. There were about 13 cards I think? And today, another 3 joined that stack. There were many reasons why I wrote finish a card, but in the end never send it out. Perhaps I didn't have the address, or the receiver's birthday has already passed by the time I finished writing it, or just simply, the receiver no longer see the need for receiving the card.

Am I sad? Am I disappointed? Or am I simply sad that things always turn out this way? It's a cycle that I have no idea how to break. Perhaps I have resigned to this.

Weird, I couldn't continue to write this post. It's the first time I experienced this.

Doghouse

03/05/09

School have started! So I decided to clean up my room that look like a doghouse cause I simple put my notes everywhere when I was preparing for my exam. Hm.. Its time for me to clean my own room!! =p lol.

Before:

My messy table..

My messy bed..

My messy clothes, not yet fold and iron.. No time so just put on the chair.. =x lol..

No place to put those small small things, so just put on my printer..

My messy corner.. Just throw everything to this corner.. =x

Tidying up my notes..

In the transition:

The messy corner was cleared, swept and mopped! =D

Those old files and textbooks are put into the NTUC shopping bags! =p lol.

Other bags and 有的没的.. =p lol..

After:

No more things on my printer! =D

Messy corner is tidied up properly! =D

Notes for this term..

My tidy bed! =D

A Disposable Item

I just saw how A treated B as a disposable item. B gave her best to A, but A dumped B for C. It is always the case. A will just go and look for C or D or E. Only when A cannot find others, then A will look for B. And when there are other choices, A will always dump B. The others are nothing better. Even though C or D knows that A is dumping B, they will just keep quite out of their self-interest. I am really tired of all these.

All are just behaving in their own interests. We are not as friendly as we were. I was wondering why things have developed in this manner. I thought of it sometimes, and I realised that the equilibrium has been disturbed. This caused all of us to behave in a way that you see on the TV show "Survivors". Being nice (even though it's sincerely nice) seems to be really fake, only being self-interest seems to be the real us. How sad is that. So much so that I myself think that there is no longer a need to go for an extra mile, since no one will appreciate it anyway. As much as I don't want to get involved in all these, I have no choice to play along, if not the person that is going to be voted out next will be me.

Ha! I always tell people that no choice is also a choice. Looks like it's finally the time for me to eat my own words…

悯农

When I was eating my dinner just now, I saw a table with one grandmother, one mother and one daughter.

The grandmother was eating chicken rice and finished all the rice.

The mother was eating fried rice and finished half the rice.

The daughter was eating "sweet-sour-pock rice" and literally never eats any of the rice.

….............................

I always believe that rice is underpriced, so maybe we should increase the price of the rice. =x

《悯农》

李绅

锄禾(hé)日当午，

汗滴禾下土。

谁知盘中餐，

粒粒皆辛苦。

Random

Done with my Politic paper, 3 more to go! =] Oh dear, how am I going to study my accounting theory? Edgar Wong is going to kill me! =x lol..

I just realised that sometimes, I am just doing something that in the end I don't see the point of doing that thing. Haiz.. =p lol..

When i was eating my dinner, i realised that i am just another normal person, just like another other person..

60 Earth Hour

Hi people!! =]

Tommorow is the day – "60 Earth Hour". The day where people all around the world will switch off unnecessary lighting and electricity applications from one hour starting from 8.30pm to 9.30pm to send a powerful global message that we need to take action on climate change.

Thus, I have decided that with the effect of 00:00AM 28^th March 2009 to 00:00AM 29^th March 2009, I shall switch off:

1. My Computer (which I on almost the whole day!)
   
2. The TV (not watching TV for the whole day!)
   
3. The Heater when I bath
   
4. All lighting and fan (I shall go Mac for its lighting and air-con, so that I don't need to switch on additional light and fan at my home!)

My hand phone and MP3 will still on, but on minimum usage! During the period of 8.30-9.30pm, I shall be jogging around my neighbourhood so that I can minimise the electricity usage during that period! =]

I just heard from radio that last year, the total electricity usage of last year de 1-hr switch off period actually increased! =x Opps! Hopefully this year the total electricity usage will decrease! =]

Please to your part and switch off your lighting for one hour starting from 8.30pm tomorrow!

For more information. please visit 60 Earth Hour

Sick

Currently sick! Will be away for a few dayz. For those who need to contact me, plz sms or call my hp number! =] Take care ppl! Study hard for those who are having recess week and those who just started JC! No more nagging! =p lol.. Cya till then! =]

$10 Million Toto!!! =p lol..

Apparently all my friends are crazy over this $10million toto!! A lof of my friends' facebook status are about toto!! =p lol. Since so many people are so crazy about it.. Let me share this reading that I read from The Straits Times. =]

Toto has been played in Singapore since 1968. This is what happens before and during a draw:

1. Six officers, including an external auditor, oversee every draw. All draw equipment are sealed and locked, and the key and access card to the draw room are held separately by two officers.
   
2. First, a computer program is run to randomly select the machine that will pick the numbers and a back-up one, as well as the respective sets of balls for these machines. Only one machine is used for each draw, but the back-up is always on standby in case of breakdowns.
   
3. Next, the draw team retrieves the selected equipment from the sealed and locked room. Draw balls are individually weighed to ensure that they all stand an equal chance of being drawn.
   
4. The balls are then loaded into the draw machine and its back-up, in sequence, in the draw hall before members of the public.
   
5. At the draw time - for tonight's draw, it is 9.30pm - a member of the public is invited to press the button to start the proceedings.
   
6. The winning numbers are announced as the balls are drawn.
   
7. After the draw is done, all equipment are checked, then locked and resealed away in the room until the next draw.
   

Good luck to those who buying TOTO!! =] HUAT ARH!!! xD lol..

me! =p lol..

Merry Christmas to Everyone!!! =]

BookFest '08

When to BookFest with Sophie, Sharon and Sai Gin pang seh us! =x Bought lots of Cheena books!! =] All free!! =p lol.. Thankz to those who contributed their popular stickers to me! =p lol..

Books that i bought!! =]

Happy reading (to me)!! =] lol..

When i talk, no one is listening..
When i disappear, no one even bother to look for me..

(oh yes, i no longer a kid, i noe the way, i shown up, and no one even realise that i disappeared.. Great..)

I am really tired of holding something that does not belong to me.. Its time to just let it go..

My existence

I juz realised that i was not as important as i thought.. I started to wonder the reason for my existence.

When i disappear suddenly, i really wonder how many ppl will realise that.. Haiz..

News

Its really really sianz, when u listened to the same news over and over again in a day.

Who says 新闻没有报两次 one?
一样的新闻一天不懂报四五次eh..
新闻都变旧闻了..

=s lol..

Evy Sutjahjo..

Evy Sutjahjo..

U dont think that she looks skinny skinny one jiu belittle her okie?? She can stay awake two three dayz like there isnt any nite sia.. =p lol.. If John Sloman is the 神 in Econs, then Evy is the 神 in playing those games in facebook!!! =p lol.. She plays wad jiu top wad de leh.. Biggest Brain is like that, Geo Challenge also like that.. =s Juz when i gt clever by 6oo points, she improved by 4ooo points... =s

Jeez..

人，做得到别人做不到的事， 他就是神。。 =p lol..

Geo Challenge

Playing Geo Challenge now on facebook! =x opps.. =p lol..

Quote

I think youth is a time of extreme emotional sensitivity, a period of uncertainty and insecurity in the face of what seem like infinite possibilities. The bigger you dreams, the greater your anxiety. It may seem that you are weak and that your feelings are easily hurt, but in fact that is not the case. Within youth resides the vitality and strength to overcome any obstacles. Please be confident of that. There may be times when you experience such extremes of emotion that it sends you reeling downwards. But you always have the power in the depths of your being to pull yourself up and overcome that despair. This, i declare, is the real meaning of youth, as well as its special privilege.

Daisaku Ikeda, 3rd

President of the Soka Gakkai International

Reference: From Vanessa's facebook intro.. =p lol..